classmates: Lyz, ano course mo?ako: Ewan pa.
classmates: San ka ngay mag-aral?
ako: Ewan din.
Urrrrgggghhhh. I'm so tired of answering, "ewan."/"not sure."/"hindi ko pa alam."/"still thinking about it." So sick of it. I mean, that's my future I'm talking about, and I answer, "i don't know." My future! I don't know! Reality check Lyz! Your future isn't an algebra problem that can be answered with "i don't know", it your FUTURE, got that?!
Yea, I hate myself for not planning my future before. I hate myself.
But nevertheless, it's undeniably hard to plan for your future, I mean, you don't know what the possibilities are. Anything can happen right? Anything can change in just a second. ANYHTING.
So that's why I haven't made up my mind, well not until a little while ago.......
Uh-uh. I made up my mind now. I'm so effin' proud of myself! (seriously, I am. no more, "i dunnows'. HAHA)
You might be asking, "How?". Well....
A week ago, I've been telling myself that if I passed the UPCAT, I'll be going to UPmin. I've been seriously telling myself that, "no matter what happens, no matter what happens. you will be going to UPmin Lyz! no matter what!". I was thinking to take up BSbio there. That was my not so sure plan last week. Not so sure, because I don't know if I passed UPCAT. NOT SO SURE. :/
And then, just this week, we had this seminar about career choosing at school. And there, you know what happens next. REALIZATION 101. "Lyz, are you sure that you won't get red marks at UPmin, are you sure?!" "Lyz, are you sure that you'll graduate on time?" Are you sure this and that. urrrrrggggghhhh. So yea, that's what made me realize.
And it's more comforting if you're with your parents right? You don't have to worry about your laundry, your food, your allowance, and etc. Right?
So my final decision is...
I'll be taking up BS Biology at University of Southern Mindanao as my preparatory course for Medicine. And then i'll be taking up Medicine at UST or UP or West Visayas or DMC. HAHA. (oo na, ambisyosa ako. ganyan talaga e, yan ang gusto ko. :) )
There. My future plans. I only wish and hope that these plans will come true.
But please, please, please come true!
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